So I'm trying really hard to make a decision.

Right now I am sort of pushing back the annoyance I feel regarding this situation but after what you said, it is very clear to me you still blame me for whatever you are mad about. Even though what happened was NOT my fault. In fact if its any consolation, I have never blamed you either. The only thing you are guilty of is having an awful attitude about this whole thing mixed in with some mellow dramatization and drama queen imagination thereby creating your own version of what happened with conclusions that would make an rtard say 'wtf?'

I know we planned on meeting up to talk about it but I feel like all that is going to happen is me holding my tongue. So is it even worth it?

 

so anal. go away.u anal person.

so sly slipping it in but really. you are just anal.

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Watched avengers. it was just perfect.

thats all.

if you didnt like it.

id like to know wat movie you are comparing it to.

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he didnt say anything to me. not even look at me. if what they say is true. this is going to be mad awkward .

but we can get through this . right?

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still miss u . stupid fucker.

So this weekend did not go the way i thought it would at all.
First off we were supposed to go to an event called temperature at a place called six degrees. Bf not into their kind of music so i backed out.

I was supposed to hang out with someone ive worked hard and long to forget about . I finally learn how to ignore the feelings of missinf him n then a meet up was arranged by mutual bff. N he bails last min.

Thats fine. It was what i needed to realized that he will never treat me the way a bff should. Or even just a friend should. Im no longer exerting any effort on this failure of a friendship. Balls in your court now chris. I know your thinking wtf.

Whatever.

So anyways my bf did his bestest to cheer me up. Hung out all weekend. Went to delta. N just ....be together.

Cant get any better than that.

Love you